hthtfo 2016 (journal)

 

out of synch with what i am saying 

ha ha and all of that 

where is 

and who is 

and where was the life i never led 

and what was the pillow i used as a bed 

and never did i ever just walk out the door 

not remembering what it felt like to walk out before 

even if 

you cant win you cant win you cant win 

you cannot pray in a pool of blood without calling it sin 

even if the world is on fire 

if you are crying all alone 

if there are people there 

if they are screaming 

because they, too 

have nowhere to call home 

you hold on or 

hang on or 

f*cking hang on 

hang the hell on 

hang the f*ck on 

hang the hell the f*ck on

you know what i'm saying 

it is simple it is not 

but it is all that you have got 

hang the hell on hang on hang the f*ck on hang the hell the f*ck on 

even though the ships have landed 

whether or not they f*cking planned it 

hang the hell on hang the f*ck on 

hang the hell hang the hell the f*ck on 

1134pm feb082016